Hey guys! Today is the 2nd anniversary of this blog. Can’t believe that it’s been 2 years since I decided to put my thoughts online. It’s a good thing actua6lly cause I managed to express myself through writing and it feels great to know that someone can relate to it.
Never thought any of this. Never imagined all of this. We’re stranger. Completely strangers.
Suddenly everything changed.
No one told me I was going to find you. Unexpectedly, what you did to my heart. Like magic, my heart trembles. I’ve never felt this way before. All of the sudden I miss you. It’s not that I planned to. Why did you come now?
I feel your heart. From 1-10, I’m curious about everything. Without knowing my heart only points to you. You caught me so off guard. I fell in love so unexpectedly.
Hey it’s been a while. A lot of things happened. Summer is already over! I enjoyed my 2017 summer. Everyweek I had an out of town trip, 4 beach outing with my family and friends, watched concert and some road trips. (So productive right? haha take note I sacrificed my sleep just to go and have fun).
Last week, me and my friends had a staycation. “Walwalan night” we called it, not only because we have this drinking session until dawn but also it’s our time to have fun and loosen up the stress from our busy life. Time to bond. I really had a great time even though it’s just an overnight. We laughed like there’s no tomorrow. Fought like a child. Play until we get tired. We’re like family. I’m thankful and blessed to have them. SOLID!
Reading Office Gchat
Writing my sunday currently #5
Listening Leave by Jojo (under my Moody playlist in spotify)
Thinking about future things
Smelling the rain
Wishing that all of my doubts will vanish
Hoping for a good night
Loving the friends that I have right now ❤️
Wanting some city escape
Needing some sleep.
Feeling mixed emotions. Still I’m blessed.
Need to sleep as its already 3:00 AM. My mom is in Japan for some business meetings, so I need to wake up early to do some household chores.
3AM thoughts: It will not be an easy fight but I’ll try my best to win. Just believe to yourself Lian!
Have a great and best week ahead! Ciao! 😘
“Go easy on yourself. We’re all human beings, and sometimes, coming to terms with our inevitable imperfection can be difficult, especially in a world where we’re made to think that our worth only comes from physical attractiveness. Just remind yourself to get out of your own head, and to ignore any thought that are trying to tell you you aren’t good enough.”
Happy holidays! 11 days to go before Christmas! And we only have 3 weeks before we say good bye to 2015 and welcome 2016! Wooohhh! Have you already buy all your christmas list? Me, not yet . I’m so lazy to go out. Why? Cause there’s a lot of people now on the road and malls rushing to buy gifts and grocery. But I’ll try this week.
I really love December because it’s a holiday season. Which means there’s a lot of party, gifts and food. However on the other side I hate December couz’ it is also the month that your diet will ruined. (sad realization) 😢
Reading fashion blogs. I’m getting some idea for a cute red outfit this coming christmas.
Writing my sunday currently #4
Listening Snowflake by the Jason Chen.
Thinking about my goals this coming 2016.
Smelling the hawaiian pizza that I’m eating right now. Yummy!
Wishing that the hotel that I applied will call me. Pleeeaassseee!!!
Hoping for a great and productive week ahead. Good vibes!
Wearing yellow short and sando (terno).
Loving the feeling of christmas. Ready for the gifts 😁”
Wanting to buy a new shoes, dress and book. Maybe I’ll go to the mall this week. Hope that laziness won’t strike me *crossfinger*
Needing some self pampering!
Feeling full and sleepy. I just finished the pizza. *burp! Excuse me*
Yes, today is Monday however i just want to write a Sunday currently on a Monday, so just think it’s my Monday version of Sunday currently. I know a lot of you will be busy in preparing for this holiday enjoy yourself and have fun!
Have a great and best week ahead! Ciao!
I was browsing my little notebook and found a draft of my thoughts that I wrote before. I can say that nothing was change on my thoughts now and before. It’s the same feeling that I feel and felt, and it said like this:
What is my dreams, goals and priorities in life? Question that I always ask to myself. I don’t know what happened? How it became like this. I just woke up one morning, asking myself with the same question everyday.
I remember when I was a child, my cousin asked me what I want to be when I grow up? What are my dreams? I answered her with a smile in my face and said “I have a lot of things I want to do when I grow up. I want to travel around the world, learn different language, be an artist, be independent..” And what was funny is I said that I want to be a president someday (LOL). Too much imagination & dreams that comes to my mind when I was a kid and now I don’t know. . .
Reading this again made me think what I was thinking that day when say all those things to my cousin. Am I insane or that’s what I get in watching too much anime. However on the other side I envy that kid for being honest on what she really wants in life. A lot of things happened and changed in my life that includes my dream. When I was in elementary I want to be an architect. Then when I was in highschool it change, I want to be a nurse. However, I end up taking HRM in my college. See how complicated I was. Until now I’m still confuse on what I really want to be. I want to be a radio DJ now but still I don’t know.
I wish I can answer also that same question like that kid with honesty, no hesitation or doubt in myself and more importantly with a SMILE.
Happy Halloween guys! It’s All Saints Day today and it’s the first day of the month of November. There some kids who came to our house for trick or treat. Of course our candies are ready for them. And can you believe that 53 days to go before Christmas. Wow time flies so fast! I can feel already the cold air every night, christmas decors and lights are everywhere and also you can hear now the christmas carols on the radio, tv or even in the mall which makes me feel happy.
Reading Camille Co fashion blog. She’s my favorite blogger. I love her sense of fashion. She’s so classy and gorgeous.
Writing my 3rd sunday currently. I miss writing.
Listening Stars by Callalily, I’m fan since I was high school. I miss being a student.
Thinking what do I really want. I have a lot of “what if…?”
Smelling coffee. I want to have a cup of coffee right now but I might have a hard time to sleep if I do that.
Wishing for peace of mind. I’m tired of thinking things over and over again. I wish I pass that interview.
Hoping for a great and productive month of November. I want to be busy instead of being lazy. ( I’m bored!!! )
Wearing short and sando and I’m ready to sleep.
Loving those inspirational qoutes on my feeds. It make me feel better
Wanting to buy a new shoes and book, however I’m on “tipid mode” I need to fight this urge 😦
Needing someone to talk to. I miss my cousin, she go to perth last week. They are migrating.
Feeling sad, confuse, unsure… mixed emotions. I hate this feeling!
A lot of things happen to me recently and I don’t know how to deal with this but still I need to be positive. Everything will be fine maybe not tonight but eventually.
Good night! Have a great month and best weekend ahead! Ciao! 😘
“Even though I don’t know what this day will bring, I’m going to hold my head high, think positive and expect the best”
That’s my morning mantra last thursday and I can say it works. I’m so thankful to be able attend the Lifehouse concert. It was a blast! Actually I didn’t expect it to happened. I was in the house that afternoon doing my daily routine. That time I was checking my all social accounts, I know that they are going to perform here for their Out of the Wasteland tour since I heard all those promotions in radio, TV and in twitter. I want to come and watch however I’ll be alone if I do that, my sister is not a fan of english music she knows some but not too much cause she prefer kpop or jpop music and beside I don’t have a ticket. So what I did was just listened to their songs in spotify for me to atleast feel ilke I made it to their concert. Then, around 4:45 in the afternoon my sister called asking if I’m using my spotify account, I said yes. She told me that she is using it also reason why her music always stop. So I told her that I was listening to lifehouse songs and mention that they will have their concert here at the MOA Arena. After awhile, she called me again telling me if I want to go to lifehouse concert cause she and her officemate will go to the to watch and they have a VIP ticket since one of her officemate’s sister is one of the organizer of the event and that ticket is for free! She told me that she will give me her VIP ticket and she will get the general admission ticket cause she only know 2 songs of the band. It’s unfair I know so I told her to get the VIP ticket for us to watch together. Of course I didn’t waste opportunity to watch them live. Exactly 2 and a half hour before the concert will begin (8pm was the start), I change and prepare quickly as I can.
Gloomy sunday. It’s raining outside the whole day and I love this kind of weather. Cuddling weather’s is pretty great! It’s a perfect weather for getting under a blanket and snuggling up! Put sweatpants and get cozy! Don’t forget the cup of hot chocolate or coffee to make you feel better! Luckily it’s not monday today, so I have the reason be on my bed.
It’s been a week since we arrived from our short vacation. I miss hongkong! I want to go back since haven’t tried some of there local food cause what we do everyday is to strolled around the city. However I was able to tried the egg waffle and the mister softee ice cream and famous egg tarts which is so delicious! You must try it when you visit Hong Kong. I told you that I will post my travel diaries in Macau and Hong Kong and I will.
Reading Slammed. I just finished reading it . It’s my second book for this year.
Writing my second sunday currently
Listening Sometimes by Briney Spears on my spotify
Thinking if I will buy the Point to Retreat (Slammed#2) or I will just download it.
Smelling the white corn soup which my mother is cooking now.
Wishing to have a great month of October. Good Vibes!
Hoping that someone will give me a box of donuts. I’m craving!
Wearing black sweatpants and a neon green t-shirt w/ anchor print on it.
Loving the gloomy weather.
Wanting a new
Needing a good sleep tonight. I’ve been staying up late this past days and my eye bags are puffed.
Clicking my spotify..looking for some good playlist.
Have a great weekend! Ciao! 😘
Tell me something about yourself that no one else knows
“Confessions” Have you tried this? Me? yes, way back in high school. It was our retreat, we are given a piece of paper to write the things that we want to say to a person, friend or to anyone. I know to myself that I’m not use in this kind of things. As much as possible I tried to keep those things or confession to myself, I’m afraid to see their reactions or what they will say. However, that time I told myself that this will be the last time I will see this people “my friends” after our graduation it’s over. We will have our own new world to face and I will miss this chance If I don’t tell what are my thoughts. So I write all the my thoughts I say sorry for the things that I’ve done wrong and thank you for all that they done to me. And it feels good and light even though I cried like a baby that day.
I just finished reading Confess by Colleen Hoover and I really love the book. I can see myself to the characters attitude. The part where It’s much easy say a thoughts thru writing it on piece of paper than saying it. (sabi nga nila “If you can’t say it then write it or sing it). Now I understand why do people love her books. She can make you feel and believe that fate, destiny, love, hope, faith etc. do really exist. Which is really amazing. Since I was inspired by the book I’ll tell you a one confession so read this to know.