Little Things

You don’t have to buy me expensive things or be perfect for you to me happy. I don’t need to be showered with luxury. I just want the little things. Little things that matter to me like rubbing my back, brushing my hair, or just you randomly kissing my cheek and lips.

I love to receive random I love you messages from you right out of the blue and saying you already miss me even after we just got out together. Things like brushing my hair off my face or holding my hands Or posting a picture of us on Facebook or making sure I got home safe. It really doesn’t take a lot to make me happy because all I want is you and you alone.

That’s all I care about. I want the little things because they infinitely become more valuable when I share it with you.

You’re the one I wouldn’t mind losing sleep for. You’re the one I will never get tired talking to. You’re the one who constantly crosses my mind throughout the day. You’re the only one who can make me smile with just your presence. You’re the only one who can influence my mood in many ways you can imagine.

You’re the only one who can make me happy, sad, angry, and emotional. Everything you do affects me. You’re the only one I would love to spend an entire day with.

There’s just something about you that I can’t fully explain into words but I hope you know that you’re the only one. It’s you. It’s always been you. Because at the end of the day, you’re the only one I want to keep for the rest of my life.

I love you hon.

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An open letter

Dear You,

I hate you when your mad at me. For not giving your full attention to me when your friends are around. For using your phone whenever I’m with you.  For hiding the broken parts that I need to know. For enduring not to talk to me for a day or two. 

Thank you for letting me know that you love me. For being always there for me. For understanding my mood swings. For saying I love you even though I’m mad. For making me feel happy when I’m with you. For being all of my first.

Let’s keep it simple. Respect my time. Match my effort. Keep your word. Always be honest. Stay consistent.     

But in the end of the day, no matter what I do, no matter how hard it is, how confused my mind is, I still love you.

Love,

Me 

“Unexpectedly”

Never thought any of this. Never imagined all of this. We’re stranger. Completely strangers.

Suddenly everything changed.

No one told me I was going to find you. Unexpectedly, what you did to my heart. Like magic, my heart trembles. I’ve never felt this way before. All of the sudden I miss you. It’s not that I planned to. Why did you come now?

I feel your heart. From 1-10, I’m curious about everything. Without knowing my heart only points to you. You caught me so off guard. I fell in love so unexpectedly.

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B-L-U-E-S

I was browsing my little notebook and found a draft of my thoughts that I wrote before. I can say that nothing was change on my thoughts now and before. It’s the same feeling that I feel and felt, and it said like this:

What is my dreams, goals and priorities in life? Question that I always ask to myself. I don’t know what happened? How it became like this. I just woke up one morning, asking myself with the same question everyday.

I remember when I was a child, my cousin asked me what I want to be when I grow up? What are my dreams? I answered her with a smile in my face and said “I have a lot of things I want to do when I grow up. I want to travel around the world, learn different language, be an artist, be independent..” And what was funny is I said that I want to be a president someday (LOL). Too much imagination & dreams that comes to my mind when I was a kid and now I don’t know. . .

Reading this again made me think what I was thinking that day when say all those things to my cousin. Am I insane or that’s what I get in watching too much anime. However on the other side I envy that kid for being honest on what she really wants in life. A lot of things happened and changed in my life that includes my dream. When I was in elementary I want to be an architect. Then when I was in highschool it change, I want to be a nurse. However, I end up taking HRM in my college. See how complicated I was.  Until now I’m still confuse on what I really want to be. I want to be a radio DJ now but still I don’t know.

I wish I can answer also that same question like that kid with honesty, no hesitation or doubt in myself and more importantly with a SMILE.